xoxo TiffaneyDanielle
January 27, 2011
When will my heart beat again?
Video: When Can I See You Again by Babyface*
I’m broken in the most beautiful way possible.
What am I supposed to do when the next person wants capture my heart? I can’t
trust anyone, and this song reminds me of why.
“When does the pain ever end?”
I’m sitting in the dark, mind occupied, listening to this song wondering when
I’ll stop being so suspicious. I keep thinking about the possibilities of
the next one tearing my heart to shreds.
“When will the tears stop falling…”
I don’t know when they’ll stop, but I know who’s willing to wipe them away.
Crazy right? That I have the power to be happy but my past won’t let my head
tell my heart its okay. It may not make sense to you if you’ve never experienced
heartbreak.
“When can I breathe once again?”
I want to know what it feels like to smile all day without the constant reminder
of this hole in my chest.
The problem is that I don’t want the [next] to just be a distraction. That’s not
fair to them. How do I make it make sense to them? I’m not going to lie, I’m
scared to death of what the [next] is going to do with my heart and that’s
what’s half stopping me. But to have them help me pick up the pieces of my
shattered being is peaceful. It would show me that someone cares enough to want
to see me whole again, and that small piece is what drives me. I just hope that the [next] will give me butterflies, forehead kisses, never ending hugs, will wipe my tears away, will make me smile uncontrollably, will have the confidence to look passed my past, and will add to this list of things that make me feel whole again.
xoxo TiffaneyDanielle
January 5, 2011
Quote of the Day:
“A thousand miles seems pretty far, but they’ve got planes and trains and cars I’d walk to you if I had no other way.”~Plain White T’s [Hey There Delilah]
xoxo TiffaneyDanielle
December 1, 2010
Quote of the Day:
“I didn’t really know not to let all my feelings show
To save some for later so our love can be greater”
-Janet Jackson (Let’s Wait Awhile)
November 7, 2010
Dear Secret Holder…
“I remember the first day
I met you
we were so young
you were a blessing
and there was no guessing
you were the one “
-Good Man by India Arie
xoxo TiffaneyDanielle
